Wednesday, July 16, 2008
returning with reflections in hand
the last two days before we left our town we spent saying goodbye to our families. We met with one on Wed. and they made us food and we hung out on their "upper level" in the rain barely falling. it was a tearful goodbye when we finally left. we were able to pray for them before we left, but it still didn't seem enough.
the next day we headed over to our closest family's house. we spent time just chatting as usual, but a few days before they had gone to court for their house and while they had maintained the right to stay in the house, they still had to pay about 5,000 rrps for it. there was some tension in the air, but it was good to hang out. our sister gave us heena on our hands and we told her a story and washed her feet. it rained and it seemed appropriate. it came time for us to leave and the tears began to flow. our sister brought out presents for us and they were things that were dear to her sisters and her. we felt like thieves, but we could not refuse. we prayed for them and before we took our leave, we pulled two large grocery bags from our backpacks and handed them over. we had taken so much of their food and had been such a burden to this family in dept that all we could do was to give something small back; this was it. they questioned why we did what did and we were able to share about the Son again. more tears. then we left. turning that corner was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do, but i am confident that HE will continue to work in their lives. please continue to lift them up.
we had debriefing, which was refreshing because i was able to see a good friend school. then we came home. it was a worldwind.
i still have a lot to process and i don't really know how to process everything. i know that HE is great and His glory reigns supreme. i know that i am nothing and can do nothing apart from Him no matter how hard i try. His glory will be made known among the nations; i need to have confidence in His faithfulness, but at times i just don't.
it is only right to thank you one last time on this blog for your faithful prayers over the past seven weeks. He heard. please don't stop lifting up those families i had asked you to lift up over the past month and a half. please don't stop asking for the eyes of the blind to be opened. please don't stop asking that workers would be sent to the darkest harvest to sow and reap His harvest.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
last asian post
essentially, i just wanted to update everyone on the upcoming events as opposed to the past ones.
today: leave for debriefing, about 4 hours away.
sat and sun: debriefing (i have NO idea what that means-i would give anything for some isp organization right now ;)).
sun night: leave for the states
monday morning: arrive at sfo (glory)
that makes it sound like a short flight, but really, we have to gain back 12 1/2 hours, so yeah....too complicated for me.
well, i'm getting eaten by mosquitos, so i'll sign off with a final blog from the states! thank you again for your faithfulness in prayer! -cs
Saturday, July 5, 2008
40 rupes or bust!
after walking a few yards, an auto walla stopped and we told him "40 rrp, last last." we walked a bit, then he followed us.
"50."
"nahin! 40."
we walked. he followed. sarah and i felt stalked. but it continued. finally, i said "sarah, how bout 45?" "yeah, let's try it."
"50," he blurted out again from his rickshaw.
"45, last last."
"tk," accompanied by a familiar head bobbled telling us to get it.
while we had truly busted, it was a really funny time. we felt somewhat successful since we had taken him down from his significantly higher price, but at the same time, we felt very silly not giving in over 10 rrp, a mere twenty-five cents.
in other news, we went to the durga, met some people and told them "hum Isako mante hai," (we follow Isa). they didn't kick us out, but some of the devout men weren't too happy that we were there. we left after not too long and headed down a familiar street. i was getting fed up of these days of "what in the world should we do?" i blurted out, "well, if He is just going to work through the families we have met, so be it." a woman walked toward as, we greeted her, used the two other hindi phrases we knew, and she said in english, "come to my home?" so of corse we said yes. she has two teenage daughters, (even though one is about to be married), that speak fairly good english. we are still unsure of their motives for asking us over since we are pretty sure they searched our bags and wallets while the girls did our make-up. we don't know what will come of this relationship, especially since we only have a week left, but we shared that we follow Isa and He is bigger than us and our words. how thankful we are for this answered prayer!!!! continue to ask that this family will come to know the Truth! ask taht we would have patience has the put so much make-up on us that we look like prostitutes and that we would be sensitive to the Spirit.
the 4th was good. we cooked many dishes, the only one that was good was the grilled cheese. we shared a story about legion meeting Isa. we shared about how we pray and how it is different than when/how they pray. they told me i was not intellegent and while i am stills truggling with this a little, i know iwill be glad that my pride was injured.
we only have a few more visits with each family and we hope so dearly to communicate the Truthwith them clearly in these last visits. please ask that this would be done despite our fear and inspite of the language barrior. thank you so much for lifting us up faithfully!
oh, a side note, the weather hasn't been bad. i guess the hot months are april and may so we missed out, (ptl!). we haven't had too much rain either. anyway, that's all. :)
Thursday, July 3, 2008
protesting
tomorrow will be the 4th of july for us and our family is allowing us to cook "american" food for them. we hope also to not merely to "celebrate" the freedom we have as americans, but as followers of the Way. that is our focus. ask that this will be communicated.
thank you!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
the last two days: antagonists
today, we had hopes of meeting a new family. this is something we would ask that you join us in asking for! while we did not meet a family/were not asked into a home, we did talk with a few people and smiled a bunch. however, today we are completely drained from walking two bazars and trying to find the home of a familiar contact. we were mobbed by a group of children and touch countless times. we were hissed at, helloed at and smooched at. it just wears on you after a while. please ask that we would be renewed with joy, love, peace, gentleness, kindness, and yes, self-control (because please believe i wanted to hit one of the men today).
He is good. He is the One of all endurance and goodness. He is mighty to save, merciful to forgive. for that reason we are here. bahut shukriya for your consitancy!
Monday, June 30, 2008
a day of prayer.
sarah and i took out our sword and read. we hummed songs. we prayed from our hearts. we hope they know this. it was hard. we kept saying "if only we could speak hindi!" but really, He would have to transcend even our languageto open their eyes and hearts; ask that it would be so. ask that those women would be transformed by the little things that sarah and i did today. ask that we would have faith enough to speak, despite the language barrior, (ie would that not be an excuss not to speak the Truth).
yes, prayer filled the day, but oh how sad it was to hear prayer to nothing and then to be able to pray to the Almighty. be grateful to know HIM!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
the latest
in other news, i learned how to cook a dish and how to make chai. yes, you all will be subjected to my cooking now (suckas!). we went site-seeing today and spent too much money (equivelent to 25 US dollars). but now we can at last say that we have seen much of the pride and joy of this city and the main attractions that we pass by almost every day. :)
thank you for lifting us up! right now it seems that i am almost too comfortable and forget to rely on Him. while it is almost impossible to get comfortable in this place, it is to get caught up in oneself and in my desires instead of looking to His desires and to Him. ask that my focus would be on His glory and every step and decision for His work, not my own. thank you again, for your faithfulness! -cs
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
a month
well, it's been a month since this crazy adventure really got started and today it felt like it (i won't lie). with more rickshaw drama and drama with our families, i felt like i wanted to go home, but i was totally convicted when i read proverbs twenty four, thirty to thirty three. there is a huge harvest ripe for harvest and i must be out there, no matter how tired, (rather sick and tired), i get. that's right cindy, it's not about me, it is SO about Him and His glory. i find that when sarah and i lift Him up before we go out in the mornings, the day is much more "productive." sadly, today was not one of those days. language was a real difficulty. please lift up not just our ability to speak and communicate, but also to remember to lift up the Name about all names before we begin anything. thank you again for your faithfulness. |
Monday, June 23, 2008
it's been a while
(begin the emotional rollercoster)
Thursday: we went to our main house and because the head of the house was sick, th mofi was there. definately an intense situation to walk in on. the mofi gave the head some "magic" words on a piece of paper and told him to do some stuff with it. it'sweir dhow similar sufism is to hindiusm, (but don't tell them i said that). after the mofi left, we had a great conversation about the Son. we full on told him the good news. while there was some language problems and some confusion, he is still inviting us back, so yeah. how blessed we felt to be able to share with such a good, but lost friend! later that night we went to the durga again. down we went on the rollercoaster as we saw the friends we love so much pray not unto the Most High, but unto the dead.
Friday: we went back to the house for a short visit, but it is their day of worship, so the two girls we are closets with were praying and reading from their book. it was hard to deal with. we left shortly after, but had some good conversation. nevertheless, we went further down on the emotional rollercoaster, wondering why He had allowed us to share, only to set this overarching spiritual conversation four steps back. we also headed to another friend's home for a short visit. we met with two women there and some kids. this brought the emotions up on the rollercoaster. one of the women had been married at 13 (that's right, 13!!!). it was crazy to them that i was 22 and had no kids! she showed us her work and her pictures and made us some delicious chai :). then the other lady was making lunch/supper/something. it is amazing to me that these women do so much with so little. she made chapaties and it was fun to watch. we headed out b/c sarah's meds were making her feel like pooh.
SAturday: it was our supervisor's last day with us for a bit (no worries, we are doing okay), so we wantedto go to pizza hut to get some meat and celebrate. first, we paid a visit to a home we had gone to a few times before, (selma'shouse). her sister has been in and out of the hospital, so we went to visit her. as you know, as soon people find out i'm a nursing (student-they seem to forget this part), they show me lab work, med sheets, x-rays, etc. this poor woman is dying of chronic kidney failure. the family can'tafford any sort of dialysis. she has other diagnosis that would cause such a disease,but those weren't treated/diagnosed until recently.it drives me crazy because ifshe had been in the us, she would have received SOME sort of medical attention, insteadshe's left to die at home with no hope and in complete pain. what's even worse is that she has no hope of eternity with the Father.talk about an emotional rollercoaster.
Sunday:yesterday we hung out with our closets family adn we really felt like family.we laughed and shopped, ( i finally got another suit!) and it seemed the tension was cut fromt he previous week. we are slowly slowly learning the language and so are they. it was really a super day :) we also had chicken for dinner.
i don't know what the Almighty has in store for those we have met and been able to share with, seeds are being planted. i know that the work here is by NO MEANS dependent on me, but it is exciting to see the work eing down. ask that the next few weeks we may continue to be diligent with out time inorder to bring most glory to Him. ask that we would be bold and couragous in sharing. pray that my body would stop feeling yucky.
thank you for being faithful.
Monday, June 16, 2008
much needed update
it's been a few days-and rightfully so. we finally called a doctor regarding sarah's health and he recommnded not only some anti-biotics, but some tests at the hospital. the next day, no improvement, so to the hospital we went expecting a mere outpaitent poceedure and got an overnight stay in an indian hospital. at one point i said i wanted to see the indian health care system; this was sure a funny way of making that come about. all in all, sarah is doing MUCH better. after some iv fluids, antibiotics, and being a co-author to an amazing poem, she is on the road to recovery. however, it seems i am now presenting some of her previous symptoms. i am being more proactive than we were with her, mostly because we know how serious it was/can become. please ask that i will find the ability to drink 3-4 liters of water a day, eat, (i know, who knew i would ever need prayer in this area!), and have the ability to keep ministering to our families. last week we had some people from the company come and spend time encouraging us in our task. it was really amazing! they gave us ideas of how/where to talk with people and reminded us to be bold in sharing. the also reminded us to be bold in the homes, (how will they know our motives for loving on them and serving them if we do not speak of the One?). on a more physical level, they brought us chocolate, (which we haven't eaten b/c of our health but are longing to enjoy ;)), told us we could just get antibiotics at the chemist, (a trip to be sure!), and showed us where to get sme simple grocieries so we didn't have to survive on trail mix for the next 4 weeks, (yes, even PB&J :)). tomorrow we will visit with our closest family. we hope to them a story. ask for boldness for us and understanding for them. in the eveing, it is off to farmer d's. things are exciting as we are finally "comfortable" without being fully comfortable. please ask that we would have our minds fixed on Him and on His work here and not be distracted by home. also, ask that we would be open and honest with each other as we begin to start a new way of reaching out to this city. THANK YOU for lifting us up this weekend; i will defiantely have some crazy stories to tell! |
Thursday, June 12, 2008
shorty
-sarah is sickly again. flu-like symptoms. lift her up please!
-our friend is reading luke before she goes to bed at night (what!??!) PTL!!! He works in ways i would never expect! ask that we would discern how to share with her and which stories to tell!
-it is starting to rain. it is good ebcause it is not so hot, but bad because the roads suck.
wull, that's all for now! thanks for lifting us up!!!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
a chance to share
everything else seems to be going well. we are getting a bit of delhi-belly sonce we are eating more of the food, (i had 2 samosas today!!!). but we stomach it for the sake of the cross :).
love you all and am excited to share more in person!
Monday, June 9, 2008
why go to disneyland?
today i went on the longest rickshaw ride of my life! no joke! half an hour to some random place in our city. on our way back, after eating indian sweets and offending someone's cousin's uncle, (or something), i had a revelation. auto rides are just like the indian jone's ride in disneyland! i tried to explain this to sarah, but being an okie and never having been to disneyland, (i know, a sin for sure), she could hardly understand. well, the temple of doom ride is very indian. for reals, check out the decapitated hindu god next time you are in line-pretty much amazing. wull, you get in this crazy jeep that jerks you to and fro; zooms to the left and then to the right; it breaks down and then starts again; it has no regard for bumps in the road. if you ask me, that is just like an auto! well, at least like the auto ride we had today into the boondocks of our city. so, who needs a season pass to disneyland when you can go to india?
we were able to talk more to our family about the Son today, but no real intentionality in the covnersation. our big brother leaves tonight, so maybe in the future we will be able to have more say in the conversation. please lift up our conversations.
one family has really latched onto the fact that i am a nursing student; well, they think i am a nurse. they want me to fix everything, (write perscriptions, give injections, re-bandage wounds). it has been an adventure. please ask that i would have discernment in how to deal with these situations.
tomorrow we go to a family's home that we have only been to once(the lemon water house). we are to have lunch/dinner. little english is spoken by the women, so ask that sarah and i would be bold in communication.
on a different note-the last few days i have been impatient. i have been thinking, "when will i be able to share? Father, let me share about the Son and His work!" but He is good to remind that of isaiah thirtynine:twenty eighty through thirty one. His strength is perfect-just wait. i was able to share more today than i have in a while-PTL!
thanks for lifting us up! love y'all!
Sunday, June 8, 2008
food
today we brought some stuff to our little friend who is paralyzed on one side. i hope they understood the instructions. we will check up on him on thrusday when we go to eat at his aunt's house. i know we say steiger's don't go hungry, but for reals, they feed us like no buddy's business aroudn here!
today we were supposed to go to another family's house for dinner, but that feel through. we will go another day this week, as well as re-connecting with our close indian families. sarah and i had a craving for some chicken (all veg just wasn't cutting it), so farmer d took us to a really yummy resteraunt(sp?) not too far from our hotel. IT WAS SO GOOD! (almost like njp, but more specific to this state). nothin' beats tandori chicken, dal, and naan!!!
that's all for now! please continue to lift up His work in this place, especially as we join in it (for we so often mess thigns up). in the coming weeks we will be on our own more, so ask for safety and discernment. ask for boldness as we truly begin to share the ultimate story!
Friday, June 6, 2008
bollywood
tomorrow we head to another home and then visit with the our family again so that we can visit with the boy who i think is having strokes (or at least had one; if any nursing folk are reading this, feel free to email me with some advice-every time someone finds out i'm a "nurse" the questions and tasks pile on!!!). the Almighty is amazing and we are excited to see what He has in store for those we are able to share with. thank you for lifting not just us up, but those we meet!!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
our south asian family
today, we saw a child who had had an accident. he was pretty well malled on one side and screaming. i wanted to run out of the rickshaw to help him, but big brother wouldn't let me. our family has a family member, a young child (maybe 4?), who is paralyzed on one side, (mostly). he gets real bad headaches. strokes, you say? i would agree. doctors aren't doing anything for him. sarah and i are investigating what we can do for him-you? you can pray for him. pray for healing.
so much is going on. sarah and i had omlettes for dinner (yum!). it was nice to have a day with out farmer d, although we love and apprecite him. today was amazing to see the faithfulness of the Almighty in and through every step, (prayed for breeze, breeze came; asked for rest, we rested; prayed for a refreshment, we were offered bani). HE IS WORTHY!
Monday, June 2, 2008
families
today we met with 2 families. the first after a long walk in the town and a short bicycle rickshaw ride (i still hate those-they work so hard for so little money!). they family was so kind! they spoke little english so farmer d did most of the chatting. however, they served us LEMON WATER! (any old teammates out there? yes! the same stuff, but with good water-it makes ALL the difference.) we go again sunday for lunch; ask for open doors and hearts to share the good news and for receptiveness.
we also met with a family we have meet previously. one of the girls is going to be our informal language teacher and we hers. she is AMAZING! there has been a lot of tragedy in their family, so one of the younger brothers acts of the father. he is kind. well, they all are. i had two cups of tea, just tea today. what we can learn from their hopsitality and giving out of poverty, both spiritual and finicial. we will go with the girls to the market to buy fabric for a new suit on wed. also, we will take a cs lewis work to them to have the youngest practice reading. ask for opportunities, understanding, and receptiveness.
thank you for lifting us up. we have our moments of sickness and culture shock, but the Father is great to remind us of our purpose. Isa Acha Hai!
Friday, May 30, 2008
in focus area!
we are in our focus area/main city now! we get a betterrate on internet so maybe moree blog posts?? anyway, the drive was good; thank you for lifting us up! sarah is also feeling better-PTL!!!! lift up her digestive system (no matter how cheesy that sounds) so that we may be able to enjoy the yumminess of this state!
our field coordinator used to be a chef and so he tells us the "good" places to eat-really! he is also like dad, (he called bill clinton "slick willy;" it made me laugh a lot). he loves the Father and has such a heart for our focus group! cannot wait to start tomorrow! lift up our two visits tomorrow as well as our time in the holy area.
for any of you reading this from india a=team of the centry. i saw where they make lemon water!!!! well, how the make. super crazy! thought of you guys and think of our times often. will have much to share with you when i return! will also be SUPER excited to hear about your summers (whether trips, marrage or work :)). sa101 gave us a banner just like last year! HAHAH defiantely a side buster! will have to see what sarah and i do with it...hmm...
sarah and i got another suit today. very exciting, but ackward to have a sikh man measure you (gulp). also have alread had 2 cups of chai with people (yay!). sarah and i (from now on we) are settled into our room very nicely. we realized it would be our home for 6 weeks (good golly!) so we made it homey!
so many stories, so much to share. not now with internet at 1min=1rrp
love you all and appreciate you asking the Father for him to work through us this summer!
Thursday, May 29, 2008
update
was able to go back to a familiar place from last year and it was such a blessing! the Father is so good and completly faithful!
tomorrow we leave for our main city and there will be some blockage do to some strike. lift up our travels. my teammate is quite sick. she is on antibiotics. lift up her health and her spirits, (she's just feeling cruddy). i have the rhea already, but as long as i can manage a 4 hour taxi ride tomorrow, i will be fine. :) i did wake up with a black tongue this morning and was quite afraid. after some asking, i came to find out it was the residual of the pepto-bismol tablet i took the previous evening. no black-harry tongue for me!!
monsoon season is also upon us. again, lift up safe travels to our destination city. also, that the weather does not keep us from doing the Father's work.
thank you for your prayers-love you! -cs
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
here at last!
will meet my field working tomorrow-exciting! ask for safe travels for him.
our task is kind of random, but i am excited. please ask the Father for boldness and that apathy would be far from us. also, continue to ask that Sarah and i would be unified so that people will know that we come in the name of the Son.
thank you! -cs
Friday, May 23, 2008
Tomorrow
i was trying to think what to blog about before i left and all i could think about was reminding everyone why i am going. it is not for me, (although i am SO excited and blessed to go). i go because so many have yet to hear the good news, so i must go out of simple obedience.
so many need to hear. so many need to know. it IS urgent, it IS pressing. please, PLEASE, catch the vision, catch the glory of seeing so many bow before the King. please remember that in His hands and His work do i go.
ok, enough soap box.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Update
Well, here's some up to date info:
- all the money is in! thank you to those of you who contributed!
- my passport and tickets are in the mail. hopefully my passport has a purty little visa page on it. :)
- i leave in 5 days! crazy! my flights leaves at 11:10 saturday morning from SFO.
- it looks like everything is going to fit into one carry one and one checked bag.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Please Pray
please pray for the field workers and their safety as well as their ability to stay strong doing this time of devastation.
please pray for the locals, that they may be receptive to the Father and his truth during this time.
pray for open doors and boldness.
also, pray for courage as i face people reminding me of the un-secure region called "the world." we get so safe in our idea of the safe america and seem to forget that there is a world of pain and hurt and suffering and death all around us.
for more info one the south asian news, visit cnn.com or bbc news
Thursday, May 8, 2008
again with the visa
please ask the Father that this will be the end to the visa paperwork fiasco and that i will have favor with the Indian consulate so that i can get a visa.
thank you!
Saturday, May 3, 2008
tickets!
My family told me today that people have been receiving support letters and responding in different ways. Thank you to those of you who have been able to support finical, but a special thanks to those who are committing to pray for this trip. God is going to do some great things, but prayer has to be a part of it!
Matthew 9:36-38
When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples,
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
visa issues
well, a plane ticket has been purchased! PTL
still, a visa has to be got and it is somewhat stressful. maybe it's just stressful because i'm in the moment. basically, it's kinda crazy with half of my documents in san mateo and the other half in riverside. anyway, prayer in this arena would be incredible. thanks so much!
-cs
Saturday, April 26, 2008
squatties
....and then he reminded me how the rest of the world goes to the bathroom: squatty potties. i haven't had much luck with them in the past. this sounds like such a stupid thing to ask prayer for, but really, i could use prayer in the squatty department. i don't get them. i know they are practical and cultural; i get that. i just don't get how to use them. so wisdom? boldness? get creative.
support letters
you should be hearing from me soon via snail mail!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Welcome
I'll be using this blog to update you on the South Asian Adventure while preping for the trip as well as on the field, (hopefully). Feel free to leave comments and such.
Here's some info/legistics to get us started:
- as of today, i still have $3,900 to raise with no support letters out.
- insurance has been purchased.
- hopefully, i'll purchase my plane tickets some time this weekend.
- i'm still in the process of applying for a visa
- heart prep for Sarah (my teammate) and I.
- unity for Sarah and I on the field.
- that the Father would continue to melt the hearts of the South Asian people
- that the legistics, (visa, money), would continue to be worked out